feel

i having this feeling.

it can only be discribed as bluaaahhh.

its kinda like a mixture of being restless, bored, anticipating, lethargic and emotionally tired all at the same time.

the reason i named it bluaaaahhh is because i picture this emotion to be a scream.

the type screamed by a banshee.

it is negative.
not very, but still negative.
it makes me feel down.
the feeling as if i were falling into a void.
it renders me helpless,
and deems me useless.
i think it developed during the june holidays.


i don't like it.


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